jus finished balling. friends couldn really make it. so was pretty much on my own. saw melvin today. the freestyle baller. haha. teamed up with him n a couple of guys. was quite amazed by his ball control.. the matches were pretty intensed. almost ended up fighting. our elbows were like flying all over and melvin was embarrasing all of em with his sick moves. lol. opponents were a bunch of gangsters i guess.

felt pretty down today. dunno wads gotten into me. i have this sudden feeling to give it all up. jus end up rotting. stop balling and stuff.. dose who knw me will know it will nv happen, but.. its jus a passing thought.

i always never get what i want. should just go for my op and give up!